Like many other girls, I’d like to think that I go for nice boys, and I really want to end up with a nice boy, but there’s just something so enticing about the bad boys, that I just keep going back to. I hate to admit that Taylor Swift was right when she said ‘I knew you were trouble when you walked in’ (gag at my awful quote), but the amount of times this has applied to my life is really just embarrassing.
There’s been plenty of times where a nice boy has been after me, while i’m too busy chasing a bad boy. And why is this? I guess most of us like the chase, but maybe sometimes the nice boys are just too nice. As awful as that sounds, I don’t want someone to give me the world and grovel at my feet, (even though that’s what I do with the bad boys), I want excitement and thrill. I don’t want just nice. I want nice when i’m older and ready to settle down (this sounds absolutely self centered, apologies). For myself, I like to see the good in everyone, if someone treats me like shit, I keep going back to them, forgiving them, because all people are good deep down, aren’t they?
But don’t get me wrong, I don’t always go for the douchey guys, there’s been plenty of times I’ve been after the nice guy, like right now.
I have mentioned him in a previous post, and he is the epitome of a nice guy, and not the nice guy that you get bored of, he’s pretty much everything I’d want in a person. I thought the first time was a mistake, if that’s the case, it’s the best ‘mistake’ I’ve ever mad, and can’t wait to keep making that ‘mistake’.
The only thing is, what have I done to deserve this good? How long will this fairytale last?